[Verse 1:]

I been tryna act like shit don't bother me, and I'm not caring

But the last time I saw you, girl, I caught you staring

Probably, you looking at me, I bet you think I look dumb

I bet I'd think the same thing too if I saw what I've become

A fucking mess, and a wreck, it makes me sick to my stomach

I been acting like I'm happy, when I knew that I wasn't

I fucking crumble and fall, feel like I'm giving my all

Tryna move on and live my life alone is so fucking hard

Don't take this as a song that's begging you to come back

Because the both of us know, we gotta leave that in the past

And that part of our lives, we had together is gone

And it was struggle for a while for me to try to move on

From the day that we split, I felt like a pile of shit

Because I said those awful things and I still feel like a prick

I hate myself, for letting all these demons control me

I know been immature, you were right when you told me

And I'm sorry

[Hook: Vocalizing]

[Verse 2:]

You broke my heart, I broke yours, but I still put myself first

I should've thought at least twice, before I went writing that verse

Anger, depression, took me over, I put the pen to the page

And writing down these hateful thoughts, when I'm all fueled up with rage

And I'm sorry, for hurting your feelings, but you understand

I had high fucking hopes, I had a bunch of shit planned

And it was all just for you, I didn't know what to do

After all the shit that happened, I went into a recluse

I think I overreacted, I just went losing my shit

I think worst of its over, I think I'll try to forgive

I'll finally open my eyes, open arms and embrace

And just accept that life has given me a change in my fate

I'm not mad, I'm not jealous, it's time to act like a man

Even if that means seeing you with him and alone here I stand

You got someone and you're happy, so I gotta let it go

Because I'm tired of hating, that's why I'm letting you know

I'm sorry

[Hook: Vocalizing]