Baby give me something

I've been losing sleep

You're not here with me

I've been wrapped around your finger

Moving too damn

Quick for me

And you couldn't care less about me

And you couldn't care less about my heart

No I don't know what's been happening

Lost like all my strength to keep practicing

Losing my

Fluency

It's crashing in

Intrusive thoughts keep testing me

I'll do anything to keep

You from hating me

Slow it down I'm choking on my Red Bull

Got a day left on the mixing table

Gave up on myself

So long ago now

Growing up

Don't feel like I got a home now

Set it to the side

Stop burning my eyes

I can't motivate

Even if it's do or die

Traumatized

I could clear my head

But never realize

Try to sleep but never shut my eyes

Too stubborn to apologize

Slow it down I'm fucking up my endings

Still manage to dream while I'm here standing

No I don't know what I'm lacking in

Try my best but just not been hacking it

I'm the only one here who can do this

Don't got no time to heal all the bruises

Never been scared to get out there and do it

This is my purpose and I'm boutta prove it