Yeah I saw that

You can't think right now? That's too bad

So what she's gone? I don't need her now, she can do that!

Lost my appetite

I guess I'll just wait, thoughts beside my bed I'm on my floor

I stay up late

Chain me down, right now, that's what you want

Okay that's cute

You think she loves you? Ha, said that before but ain't that you?

But you know that..

Guess I'm meeting my own fate

Locked inside my head, yeah i don't know why you stayed

Beaten to pieces!

But trust me I'm not complaining I'm just

Venting my soul out

Don't like it? Feel free to move on

Oh can i

Get rid this feeling, like drinking away the pain and spirit

I don't do this for no one else but just my existence killing!

I don't eat, I don't sleep

Just write my heart away

Ain't feel nothing, guess I'm numb in my saddest days

They don't know, they don't think

They just like to play

They can't understand when i say i hold all this pain

They say they miss the old me

Yeah, well he's passed away

What I'm not good enough? Cool, got nothing more to say

Look, I've been hurt enough

I don't need your hurt today, if you can't see I love you bad then leave

It's not okay

Hurt inside of!

My heart

'Cept when i get sight of

These lyrics i had to light up!

I'm killing any reminders

My

Notepad has thousands

Words that I've put together

Years and years of me doing this, guess I'm just a bit better

Uh

I can't tell what you want when you talk so low, so cold

Like what's going on?

And I can't figure out what the hell you want, but it don't seem like me

You adore these men, like you want their hands

And you like those pics like again and again

Are you really that split? Like who do you lust?

I'm in so much pain, like who do you love?

If I'm not what you want then leave

Yeah, how 'bout that

I ain't slept in weeks, rolling over, talk in dreams

I don't know why you obsess over celebrities, like their YOUR king

I try my best, but understand that's something i might not reach!

Like why don't you get it?

Or maybe you do

Maybe you know how you talk to me isn't the same

Yeah, maybe you do

Yeah

When'd you use that tone, cause that's hitting me as new

Oh you're saying that you grew

Like "Things do change"

Nah, just you

Last time i checked you ain't ever need breaks from me, like safety please

Away from everything, I was the place that you ran when you needed somewhere to be

Like away from everything

And I know you're stressed but love doesn't die from stress, so where's your love my dear?

Well damn