Homunculus

By Trickle

Released on September 24, 2022

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[Intro]

I realized in my last life that I hate the light

So I keep running and running, I'm trying to hide

From everything that's inside, this heart that I've tried

To erase and wash away all the shame


[Verse]

Scared to death of what's within

There's a bleeding kind of beating, deep beneath the skin

The rattle, ravage, all my sin

Hear it scream behind my chest again

No alchemy can give me what I wish I could be

So I'll try a different body!

Just a dash of this and that

A touch of blood and add some mud

My wishes, fear, and painful tears

I wonder whеn I'll have enough

No form of love can givе me what I wish I could be

I pray, just change me!


[Pre-Chorus]

I'm broken, torn, and tattered

I'll never be full again

I'll close my eyes and shatter

My heart, rebuild from the start

Disgusting!

Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, I....


[Chorus]

Realized in my last life that I hate the light

So I keep running and running, I'm trying to hide

From everything that's inside, this heart that I've tried

To erase and wash away all the shame!

To erase and wash away all the shame!


[Break-down]

Stuck in the mud in my mind

If I clean up, I swear that I'd shine

I am confined to what is inside

Eating away at the thoughts that I'm trying to hide

And I'm sick of all this wondering if I even deserve to live

I think it's best I rip these feelings out with the rest of it


[Verse]

The breath of life was my demise, I'm cursed until the day I die

Perhaps a better set of eyes will blind me from this sin of mine

I've been forsaken, I'm breakin', can't take it again

So peel from me, my mind and let me be


[Pre-Chorus]

I'm lower than the dirt

A worthless Homunculus

Sick of this!

Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, I....


[Chorus]

Realized in my last life that I hate the light

So I keep running and running, I'm trying to hide

From everything that's inside, this heart that I've tried

To erase and wash away all the shame!

To erase and wash away all the shame!


[Break-down]

Toil all day, till this rotten clay

Water and blood just aren't enough

To fill my heart up

Over and over, I try to reshape

Crying in shame as I take the pain out

Maybe... that can change me, that can save me


[Pre-Chorus]

I'm broken, torn, and tattered

I'll never be full again

I'll close my eyes and shatter

My heart, rebuild from the start

Disgusting!

Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, I....


[Outro]

Realized in my last life that I hate the light

So I keep running and running, I'm trying to hide

So maybe in my next life, I'll finally find

Find a way to wash away all the shame!

To erase and wash away all the shame!