[Chorus]

How you gon' watch from outside of the club (Oh)

And tell me how it be (No, no, no, no)

Watching my moves just to try to find happiness

Lowkey these levels are tricky

Internal thoughts leave internal scars

And most of them ain't even healing

How you gon' judge off of who you are

If you never talked to me really (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

[Verse]

Putting my pain up to date (Date)

The first time it hit me was in the eighth grade (Grade)

A close friend had passed, I ain't know what to say (Say)

So I act to move past all emotions and pains (Pains)

Reminisce memories put down the drain

Way too much work to be ending this way

I never mourned so I grieve to this day

And it hurts to know I got a friend in the grave

Just listen with courtesy

Some people have worse than me

And I understand

We all fighting through pain

Handled in a few ways

I am who I am

The kid that just wanna be heard

I don't care about money or any accomplishments

Nor do I care if I'm getting called trash

I just don't think that I got the tolerance

And honestly

I lost too much people

To think that somebody on top of me

But probably

The chances of me going viral are just like the Lottery

I'm rapping bout' things that I go through

I know that I'll likely get judges

But I'm staying hungry

A chip on my shoulder

And I love to hold on to grudges

[Chorus]

How you gon' watch from outside of the club (Oh)

And tell me how it be (No, no, no, no)

Watching my moves just to try to find happiness

Lowkey these levels are tricky (No, no, no)

Internal thoughts leave internal scars

And most of them ain't even healing

How you gon' judge off of who you are

If you never talked to me really

[Verse 2]

I'm asking why oh why

They keep talking on the style I'm on (Oh)

Shock the world like Bolt

And everybody think they styrofoam (Oh)

I'm talking real pain

For the ones who keep it hidden (Oh)

This ain't a mistake

God knows I'mma be the realest (Oh)

Why the game hate me just cuz I be lyrical

Let's talk about how I'm really a miracle (Oh)

Mama had tumors

They covered me in the womb

I kicked right through them

I wasn't gon' see a tomb (Oh)

I knew that I'd make it (Oh)

I knew I'd see angelic faces (Oh)

Look at me now

Living up sixteen years strong

And I move like a dawg out the pound (Oh)

I'll say it now

Lowkey some points where I thought

That I really had let myself down (Oh)

But I'm back and I'm cruising

Way too much work to be losing (No, no, no, no)

How you gon' claim that you know me

But you never stepped in my shoes man

[Chorus]

How you gon' watch from outside of the club (Oh)

And tell me how it be (No, no, no, no)

Watching my moves just to try to find happiness

Lowkey these levels are tricky (No, no, no, no)

Internal thoughts leave internal scars

And most of them ain't even healing

How you gon' judge off of who you are

If you never talked to me really (Yeah, yeah, yeah)