[Verse 1]

I was inside, now I'm insane

What do I know? What's in my brain?

Always bad thoughts, can't control those

They gon' push me til' I'm gone, like overdose

Arms bleedin' red, bleedin' velvet, huh

Crash the rental, no need for a helmet, uh

What's lost can't be found, no

They just want me to be quiet, they won't let me make a sound now

People say words, never think of it

Other people suffering, the Gods think that it's funny

Told myself that "You look beautiful tonight, darling"

There's nothing in the world that really brings me joy now

I can see the sunset set in the background

Rain come down, yeah, rain rain come down

I don't trust myself, unreliable

Making it through the day's simply not viable

[Hook]

Trapped behind my own eyes

They gon' put me on ice

Cryogenics feel nice, ah

They done put me through the ringer

I came out of it a singer

I just wanna live forever

I just wanna sing forever, oh

I'm paralyzed

They gon' put me on ice

Cryogenics feel nice, ah

[Verse 2]

Dug my own grave, now I'm too deep (Haha)

Can someone even hear me?

Freedom's just a concept

Trapped in the pale skeleton in my closet

Mailbox said "Get the bills paid"

Do I work a 9-5, become a new slave?

Prisoned in a cubicle, with a suitcase

Get a few vacays, that's a new place

I don't need space, I need to go home

That's the only thing I got

But when walls are falling down, and what is left is due to rot

And I can't escape my own brain, it bothers me

Died too young, what philosophy

Can bring me some joy? (Huh)

I just wasted a whole damn day in my room, I don't want that

Will I ever beat the pressure?

Or will I join my ancestors?

[Hook]

Trapped here in my own mind

They wan' put me on ice

Cryogenics feel nice, ah

They done put me through the ringer

I came out of it a singer

I just wanna live forever

I just wanna sing forever, oh

I'm paralyzed

They gon' put me on ice

Cryogenics feel nice, ah

[Verse 3]

Arms are woven, God won't listen

Mama I'll show, you the vision

Hearts are broken, the world's on fire

I was scared, but now I'll never show fear again

I've walked my way through hell

And I hear echoes in my cell

I can't hide inside myself

My skin falls off the outer shell

My world is shaking, everything is falling

My face stained from tears bled up in Autumn

I'm all in, all in, all in, all in

I gave it my all, but the world don't owe me shit

I swear to God, I thought I saw the statue blinks

Everybody stared, man I thought I was sick

And now I feel they watchin me when'er I'm in a crowd a people

I'mma douse in diesel, 'fore I drown in evil

Paranoia shadows the good days

Waited too long for a good day

Think I've had too many bad days

Think I'm in last place

But tomorrow's a new day

Tried to alter the past, but it's too late

Can't see into the future, it's too vague

I guess I'll never learn from my mistakes, uh

I can't say goodbye without first saying "Hi"

When I was at my worst, man they said "Don't try"

Why does everyone around me have to die?

Please Lord, save my life