I Wish - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I wish I wasn’t a sad bastard

I wish I could pass a class as easy as passing out in math

I wish I was taller

I wish I had ten million followers

Make some great raps and call it a day

I wish I had my license today

Drive away

Get empowered

To share my feelings to the flower

I wish I knew I wouldn’t get rejected

I wish I could stop thinking about the same bitch

I wish but I know that ain’t happening

I wish upon a star

I wish but I know that shit ain’t going far

I wish I didn’t drink just to get shit faced

Know my pace

Not act retarded

Wake up in the morning

Still bawling

I wish I knew what I’m gonna do with my life

I wish I could make money with all these rhymes that I continue to write

I wish I knew how to ride a bike

I wish the best thing about me wasn’t my eyes

Like I get I’m not Gosling

But man it’s exhausting

Trying to look good but still not guaranteed

That girl is looking at me for me and not my nice jeans

I wish upon a star

I wish but I know that shit ain’t going far

I wish I had no insecurities

I wish I had more empathy

I wish I cared more about my own goddamn family

I hate the fact I’ll cry more to a CGI ape

More than when I see my own dad in his fucking grave

It’s fucked up yes I know

But it’s my feelings I’m feeling

Still care for that motherfucker I hope one day that you hear it

Love is a strong feeling. I only feel it for a few

I don’t rap to fabricate the truth

I wish I was lying too