[Chorus]

What I saw on the internet

Was such an embarrassment

Woke up feeling more regret

Again and again, I ain't proud of it, no

I know that it's dangerous

So why can't give it up?

Just one more day of addiction

And I promise you that I'll fix it

[Post-Chorus]

Even though, even though I ain't proud of it, oh

You'll never know never I ain't proud of it, woah

Even though, even though I ain't proud of it

You'll never know never I ain't proud of it, woah

[Verse 1]

When my pride becomes conviction

Feeling my consciousness evicted

Dwelling in a sickness

Making my choices hard to ingest

My mind can't seem to resist

Resist this, but don't mean it

Feel thе mood change, how I need this drug

Taking it deep in a basement that my wеakness dug

This is selfishness, oh God, I'm not enough

I need Your selflessness, God, oh, Your real true love

Can You take all of my shame and undo what I've done?

[Pre-Chorus]

Lost in the moment

I could never hold this

Mind is losing focus

I might not ever know this

How can something be so wrong and feel so right?

[Chorus]

What I saw on the internet

Was such an embarrassment

Woke up feeling more regret

Again and again, I ain't proud of it no

I know that it's dangerous

So why can't give it up?

Just one more day of addiction

And I promise you that I'll fix it

[Post-Chorus]

Even though, even though I ain't proud of it, oh

You'll never know never I ain't proud of it, woah

Even though, even though I ain't proud of it

You'll never know never I ain't proud of it

From our eyes into our heart

That's when it all just falls apart

And from our heart into our soul

That's when my whole becomes a hole

It's like a never-ending cycle

Like leeches that ride the Nile

I'm stifled with every mile

Temptation starts to compile

They know me, and they've read my file

When "how long?" becomes a long, long while

Lost count of the numbers, conviction has no more it's diction Need healing, I'm not feeling the pain of my incisions

Lost in the moment

I could never hold this

Mind is losing focus

I might not ever know this

How can something be so wrong and feel so right?

Lost in the moment

I could never hold this

Mind is losing focus

I might not ever know this

How can something be so wrong and feel so right? (Right)

[Chorus]

What I saw on the internet (What I saw on the internet)

Was such an embarrassment (No, no, no, no, no)

Woke up feeling more regret

Again and again, I ain't proud of it, no ('Cause I ain't proud of it)

I know that it's dangerous (I know that it's dangerous)

So why can't give it up? (So why can't give it up?)

Just one more day of addiction

And I swear to God that I'll fix it

[Post-Chorus]

Even though, even though I ain't proud of it, oh

You'll never know never I ain't proud of it, woah (No, I'm not proud of it)

Even though, even though I ain't proud of it, oh

You'll never know never I ain't proud of it