Released on July 30, 2021

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[Verse 1]

Will I ever feel at home

Even when I feel alone?

Will I ever understand

That there's so much to understand?

Will I ever get to see

If you were reaching out for me?

Will I ever find a way

To live above my guilt and shame?


[Pre-Chorus]

Am I too emotional

To hold any good thing close?

Am I at a loss for words

Holding on to what only hurts?


[Chorus]

When I said I was lost in all the lies and the city lights

You said, "Look up at the stars and you'll know I'm always there"

But I, I'm caught up in my mind and the thoughts inside

Screaming, "Father, I can't see the stars from here"

How will I ever learn to love?

And will I ever be enough

Without you here?


[Verse 2]

Will there ever be a day

Where I don't have to feel this way?

Will I ever be at peace

Knowing that you will never leave?

Will I ever learn to change

Or will these feelings stay the same?

And will I ever let it go?

There's still so much that I don't know


[Pre-Chorus]

Am I too emotional

To hold any good thing close?

Am I at a loss for words

Holding onto what only hurts?


[Chorus]

When I said I was lost in all the lies and the city lights

You said, "Look up at the stars and you'll know I'm always there"

But I, I'm caught up in my mind and the thoughts inside

Screaming, "Father, I can't see the stars from here"

How will I ever learn to love?

And will I ever be enough

Without You here, oh?

Without You here, oh?


[Verse 3]

Will I ever find a love?

And will it ever be enough?

And will my moment ever come

Where you will love who I've become?

And will you ever be amazed

Of who I've grown to be today?

Or will I ever live to say

That it's so good to see your face?


[Chorus]

When I said I was lost in all the lies and the city lights

You said–

But I, I'm caught up in my mind and the thoughts inside

Screaming, "Father, I can't see the stars from here"

How will I ever learn to love?

And will I ever be enough

Without you here, oh?