Released on July 30, 2021

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[Chorus]

Maybe I'm used to the attention I had before

Maybe my relationships are closer, but I want more

Maybe now all my friends are older and I feel the same

Could I get a diagnosis of why I feel this way?


[Interlude]


[Verse 1]

It's kind of awkward, how I'm behaving lately

Not very long ago I was the life of the party

I'm friends with everybody

Now everything changed, I think my heart is hurting

'Cause now my life is great, but I don't think I deserve it

How could I possibly earn it?


[Pre-Chorus]

I feel so weak and it hurts to say this

Are you there for me or should I start complaining?

Never mind, I'm fine

Don't wanna be a burden

So I'll never open up again


[Chorus]

'Cause maybe I'm used to the attention I had before

Maybe my relationships are closer, but I want more

Maybe now all my friends are older and I feel the same

Could I get a diagnosis of why I feel this way?


[Verse 2]

It's kind of awkward, I think I'm being challenged

I ain't a kid no more

I can't be having these feelings

Oh no, this can't be the real me

But here we are now, I think I have to face it

Not everything's okay, but it's okay if I fake it

I'm sure that no one will notice (Wow)


[Pre-Chorus]

I feel so weak and it hurts to say this

Are you there for me or should I start complaining?

Never mind, I'm fine

Don't wanna be a burden

So I'll never open up again (One, two, three)


[Chorus]

'Cause maybe I'm used to the attention I had before

Maybe my relationships are closer, but I want more

Maybe now all my friends are older and I feel the same (Why do I feel the same?)

Could I get a diagnosis of why I feel this way? (Now stand up and let out all your feels)


[Interlude]


[Outro]

Maybe my story feels too tragic for me to tell

Maybe I'm embarrassed of these feelings I've always held

Maybe I'm scared of being lonely and on my own

Maybe there's more than just one reason that I feel alone