RIGHT NOW? - Intellectual

[Intro]

M-A-R-Y H-O-W C-O-U-L-D Y-O-U B-E S-O C-R-U-E-L T-O

M-E M-Y love

[Verse 1]

I think I tend to live too fast

Lately my mindfulness is trash

My memories never seem to last

All that I did today’s eat and laugh

I sink into my floor some nights

Go so numb I can’t hear my mind

What am I doing with all my time

Daily wait til the next sunrise

Next day, go again

Ain’t spoke to a friend

Two days, not a text

End up talking to my ex

She’s cool, we’re cool

Not tryna run it back

Post something on the gram

No one tryna follow that

Ain’t nobody listening

Tryna play manager

Gained thirty follow by the one year anniver

Sary, been a year and a half but the path getting blurry

Never checking sales cause thе math getting scary

[Interlude]

“I have made just undеr one hundred dollars from people streaming my music since my debut.“

[Hook]

Days are passing quickly, sometime shit get risky

But I can’t quit this now

Half my shit sound iffy, issues with the mix

So I gotta get this down

Right now, right now, right now, right now

[Verse 2]

Ready to blossom

I’m ready to go, I’m tired of waiting

I know impatience created by Satan

But gimme a break, I need a break

Need a vacation, it’s everyday shit

Never been scared of making mistakes

But I’m at the plate, batting a k

Hoping they’ll notice I could innovate, and get me a station

I need the money to keep moving, I don’t need shit for the IG

Would quit it if I didn’t need it, but I’m thinking that’s unlikely

Matter fact it’s unlike me, need attention, excite me

Validation in spades, one day, still it ain’t satisfying

I been thinking like crazy lately

Not a lot of just doing

My depression got too much influence

Tryna keep the Jetta non-affluent

Minor league, you watch me grow like 4 2

Finally, the light I’m leading y’all to