[Chorus]

I'm not the same, how could I be?

I'm afraid of the void

I think it's fate I lost sight

I just cannot find no joy

Girl, I don't wanna waste your time

Girl, I don't wanna waste your night

Girl, I don't wanna take your life away

[Verse 1]

Ayy, yeah, I got a long list of fears now

Heights, flights, and the years I missed out

Wide mirrors and the noise my coupe make

I'm on a wild goose chase running after you

I'm a stick in the mud, keep a fifth in the tuck

Tryna force all the smiles, every pic is a mug

She said, "You sticking me up of my good years, darling

Becoming someone that I should fear, darling"

Running 'til I slip like

Calling you at midnight

With a save-our-ship

And you just don't care and I hate that shit, it's like

Craving what I can't have

Everybody stand back

'Cause y'all might slip too

And come back different, everyone might miss you, like

[Chorus]

I'm not the same, how could I be?

I'm afraid of the void

I think it's fate I lost sight

I just cannot find no joy

Girl, I don't wanna waste your time

Girl, I don't wanna waste your night

Girl, I don't wanna take your life away

[Verse 2]

I got a phobia of everybody knowing what

I'm thinking or doing, if my soul enough

Never there, think I got a fear of showing up

Truly cared, but I found I'm out the only one

I waste time, she can't find dependable

I take mine and live life regrettable

Hey, she say you treat me expendable

Calling, tryna get to you, it's never what I meant to do

Running 'til I slip like

Calling you at midnight

With my one last chance

But nothing's gon' change, girl, we done that dance, I said

[Chorus]

I'm not the same, how could I be?

I'm afraid of the void

I think it's fate I lost sight

I just cannot find no joy

Girl, I don't wanna waste your time

Girl, I don't wanna waste your night

Girl, I don't wanna take your life away