My dear old friend

So, how have you been?

Has life treated you well?

Did you find the things you were looking for?

It can be rough, I can tell

It was so sad it had to end

I can’t forget the morning

The things that you told me

My world hasn’t been the same

All I can do is wonder

Could I have done something more

One word

One second is all you need to change one's life

I hope you don’t have any regrets

I hope you don’t feel sorry for me

But still...

Losing daylight

Losing my mind

Losing everything that’s left

My dear old friend

How have you been

Has he treated you well?

Did he fulfill your dreams?

I sure hope, cause he made my life a living hell

I thought everything was well

We had made our plans

But then, out of nowhere

It all slipped away from my hands

I’ve been counting days

Lost inside this black haze

I know we haven’t spoken much

Since you came clean

But five years

Five fucking years have passed

And I’m still amazed

I’ve been counting nights

I will lose this fight

But I cannot let you go

Why?

This rocky path will never end

There is no strength within me

To bury these feelings

I hope that you keep moving on

Don’t live your life in regret

I hope I could do the same