[Part I]

[Verse 1: Wockstarzz Nunu]

I came from the dark, had to find my light

Demons in my past had to fight that fight

Now I'm iced out but my soul still cold

Made it out the mud, now my story get told

Ain't no love where I'm from, just pain and loss

Put my heart on the beat no matter the cost

Yeah, I ride with the pain, got used to the truth

And I stand on ten, got nothin' to prove

Seen too much to be playin' it safe

Used to pray for a change now I'm changin' the pace

Lost some brothers to the streets, now they all on my chains

So I carry that weight with pride and pain

I ain't ask for no help, I just made my lane

Every loss that I took, just shoveled my aim

Now they lookin' at me likе "bro, you're next!"

Told em' I ain't hеre to flex, I came to collect

Had to run it up [?] I just grind

Now the ones who doubted me tryna get in line

But I keep it real, never switched for the clout

Had to bet on myself when they counted me out

I came from the dark, had to find my light

Demons in my past had to fight that fight

Now I'm iced out but my soul still cold

Made it out the mud, now my story get told

Ain't no love where I'm from, just pain and loss

Put my heart on the beat no matter the cost

Yeah, I ride with the pain, got used to the truth

And I stand on ten, got nothin' to prove

[Verse 2: Jaynoyo]

Can you believe that I'm rappin' like this?

I swear to God I would never make it this big but I

Got my head in the clouds (clouds)

Yuh, when you do things that you not supposed to do

It can forge a distance between them and you (you)

Had to learn that the hard way, now I got a job and all these bills to pay

And my life's in disarray

Talkin' gets real hard when you do it on a day to day

But I ain't talkin' imaginary when I say I got a friend

He be sayin' the same thing over and over again

You weak, you not even supposed to be here, and soon you will be swallowed up by your own fear

Once as a kid I was scared of the dark, now I'm real scared to ask

"why is life so hard?"

When the darkness starts to creep through will you

Set yourself on fire give everybody a new view (view)

On you? (you)

Cuz' It's all on you

Must be a different God, cuz he won't let me be, with the life that I'm

Living, boy you owe me a fee

Everyone I know'll always come with a receipt

Forced to repeat, everything that I've seen

But I, can't stop now I can't stop now

Wait

This cannot be my fate

To do dumb things repeatedly without makin' any sense

Cuz it never makes sense

And soon somebody will be payin' me cents

I'm jumpin' over morals like I'm jumpin' a fence (fence)

Integrity gets hard when you got nothin' to get and nothin' to give

Is there a reason to live?

[Verse 3: Trapskeez]

Watched you fall, and I ain’t reach that was my flaw

And now you posted up with him like the love lost

Treated angels like tourists, never gave 'em home

Now I’m tryna FaceTime fate on a broken phone

I said I would call you "later," but later turned into never

Now “us” is a chapter that’s closed forever

That boy slid in, took the pieces that I cracked

Now he paintin' full frames while I stare at the past

And I hate it, but I deserve it in stone

You the only one that tried to build me when I was unknown

And I built walls around pain, played king on a throne

But what’s a crown when you sittin' all alone?

[Part II]

[Intro: Trapskeez]

Damn, damn, damn

[Verse 1: Trapskeez}

I gave you cold nights when you craved heat

Now he give you his hoodie when you fall asleep

You held me down while I drifted in my pride

Now your fingers hold his, not mine then I died

She got healed by another, while I bleed in silence

I was the storm, he became her island

Now I see 'em smilin’, what a perfect view

He doin’ what I should’ve done tell the truth

I took a blessing and dressed it in stress

Now she rest her head on a heart that’s fresh

She got healed by another, while I live with the shame

She was the one, now I’m the one to blame

She ain’t post to flex, that smile too pure

That’s the “I made it out the fire” that type of cure

That’s the glow that don’t come from makeup

That’s the peace I disturbed every time that I would wake up

Now I’m facin' karma in surround sound

Love songs hit different when she not around

Tried to double back, but she ain't fold

Said “I learned to love me first, I don’t chase old”

Wordplay cold, but my heart colder

He a locksmith, I was a loanholder

I was checkin’ out before she packed her bags

Now I’m checkin' in to guilt with no pass

Heard she call him “baby” that's not how she said it with me

Yeah it’s soft now, not the trauma tone she used to breathe

I tell her that I’m happy for her, lowkey I’m grievin'

Cause the woman that I loved ain’t just gone, she leavin’

A new version of her that I’ll never ever meet

That grew from the pain that I caused when I cheat

Not just with women I cheated her soul

I gave that girl dreams, then dipped when it got too bold

Yeah..

[Verse 2: Trapskeez]

When I finally grew up, you was gone

Now I write love letters to a ghost in songs

She was patient, she was pure, she was never pretend

But I still let the best part of me end

Ain’t no drink, ain’t no high, that can numb that cost

You don’t realize what you had till' it’s lost

Now I lay with regrets like they my bride

And she lay with him with peace in her eyes

She got healed by another, while I sink in sorrow

I wasn't her past I was her tomorrow

Now someone else get to rise with her light

I just write verses in the middle of night

She got healed by another, I just fade in pain

She was the one and I let her slip away

Damn..

[Outro]