I can't stop running
I just keep running away
From all of my problems
Cuz they’re just too scary to face
Been downing these bottles
And making the pain go away
No I can't keep running
So I just stepped foot on this train
Get outta bed
Got diagnosed so they kill me with meds
I'm feeling like an imposter
So I've been smoking that ganja
Talking like you know what's best
I swear you just like the rest
Been talking to God like he can help me out this mess
I've loved and I've lost
I've lived a hundred lives none of them close to the best
I don't gotta answer to nobody
Lately I've been a homebody
All of these sins I've atoned
Feels like I’m not in my own body
So I gotta get on these trains just to feel sum
Where I've been shit ain't ever been real sunny
I just step in the booth just to kill sum
I just get on these trains just to feel sum
I just get on these trains just to feel sum
I just get on these trains just to feel sum
I just get on these trains just to feel sum
So why should I listen when you say what’s next for me
Why should I trust that you just want the best for me
Why should I trust that you just want the best for me
Why should I trust that you just want the best for me
Why should I trust that you just want the best for me
Why should I trust that you just want the best for me
Tell me what you running from
Are you running or chasing another thing
I'm addicted to feeling alone
I'm not chasing although it's in front of me
Tell me what you running from
Are you running or chasing another thing
I'm addicted to feeling alone
I'm not chasing although it's in front of me
I just been stuck in a box
439 days in my room I've been locked
Writer’s block got me my mental been blocked
Trauma's resurfaced it's way to the top
Lost all my friends but I yearn for reliance
Sit in my room but I'm yearning for mileage
Talking so much but I’m yearning for silence
I don't need God but I'm yearning for guidance
Fucked up a lot I got guilt I got shame
Relationships that I exchanged for the fame
Things I have done I don't claim to my name
God can't forgive me cuz I am to blame
Run from my problems I ran to the train
The man on the train asked me what was my name
I told him my name and I told him my story
He told me he can make the pain go away
Don't you just wish you could go back in time
See what you’ve done maybe open your mind
Go back in time to go open your eyes
Shit might just change and you might be surprised
Accepted his offer I thought he was lying
He snapped up his fingers the train became silent
He told me I had to stop being impatient
The first stop was over at Union Station
Send your location
Growing impatient
Change for yourself I'm done being complacent
That’s what she told me at Union Station
I'm gonna run cuz I know I can't face it
Send your location
Growing impatient
Change for yourself I'm done being complacent
That’s what she told me at Union Station
I'm gonna run cuz I know I can't face it
No I can't
I can't stop running
I just keep running away
From all of my problems
Cuz they’re just too scary to face
Been downing these bottles
And making the pain go away
No I can't keep running
So I just stepped foot on this train
Get outta bed
Got diagnosed so they kill me with meds
I'm feeling like an imposter
So I've been smoking that ganja
Talking like you know what's best
I swear you just like the rest
Been talking to God like he can help me out this mess
I've loved and I've lost
I've lived a hundred lives none of them close to the
Your first mistake was thinking that you could survive the climb
Pushing things off, letting time pass by
Life without purpose, living without rhythm or rhyme
Getting on these trains to try and outrun time
How foolish of you
You didn’t think this through
These feelings didn’t simply arise out of the blue
I can help you but you must help yourself first
Understand that you can’t outrun time
Time outruns you
What is it that you’re running from
Are you running or chasing another thing
Said you fell back in love with life
Is this love or is it another fling
Life is short we don’t have time to wither
The clock’s ticks mimic our very own circadian rhythm
Tick Tick Tick Tick Tick
Every single second of your life will continue to tick until one day the trumpet blows and everything just
Stops
Do you wish to go back or do you wish to go forward
Do you wish to move on or do you wish to go nowhere
You lack discipline your life is deceitful dishonor
A manifestation of self-sabatoge and trauma
I wish you find some peace of mind
I hope one day your life means more than mine
For I am a vessel, a mere prophet of time
I can tell you the grass is not always greener on the other side
You have hurt many souls, but none more than your very own
We will go through your life so you can learn and you can grow
Our lust to preserve time has ironically made us impatient
But for now our journey starts at Union Station