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I don’t even like sleeping, fever dreams haunting me

Mom is really on to me, grandpas soul haunting me

Rest in peace to the man, made me shoot my shot

And is the reason April 19th happened I really do a lot

Just to forget about the pain when he passed

But I can’t cuz he was the one I prayed would stay in my glance

When I found out about it

Locked doors thought about it

Dropped jaws nah it can’t be

Plus we didn’t share time did we

Then a wave of memories

Rushed in one day

The next we went to their house and I saw my aunt

When I hugged her voice trembled, its was sorrow laughs

Face scrunched, not a sight but the cold wind blew my

Sorry ass

There was constant reminders of what he did do

And it broke me their

Sniffles in the car

“I love you”

Thats what jessie messaged me

I stay quiet when there’s fun around

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Then jessie came around something 7th grade

And stopped my boredom then and there

Told me about her life, talked about heading where

Ever we wanted, but our dreams were thin as air

A nice dream, with her ice cream, ben and jer-

Reeses pieces I wanted a piece of her

8th grade came along and we distanced quiet alot

When she tells me she might’ve wanted me by her

I was shocked

We talked again and she told me she had feeling, nice ig

But then I was told she wanted to date…

My best friend was told and they were the middle man

Messenger when I found out, are you kidding man

Feeling stuck up like my middle finger when she just struts

And that bitch can go to hell I would give no fucks

Cuz she ruined every aspect of my life, now she’s stuck in my head

Like a bad song

And I don’t give a fuck if she’s dead