guardown - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

This song hit different from the backseat

Throwin' up in the back of the taxi

I don't think I'ma make it to your track meet

Pretty sure I said about the same thing last week

And I ain't even worried 'bout my acne

Or the bl-bl-bloodstains on my khakis

Just wanna act like I know what's up

When I got your eyes staring at me

[Pre-Chorus]

Sold my soul to be with you just one more night

Lost my character and pride

Man I hope I'm just your type, yeah, yeah

If I take my mask off will we be alright?

'Cause I don't wanna hide, no

I don't wanna hide, no

[Chorus]

Chop myself in two

I'm tailor made for you

And everything I do

Is tailored just for you

For you, for you

I chop myself in two

But my stitches got too loose, got too loose, yeah, yeah

Do you still think I'm cute?

When I let my guard down, I don't think you do

[Verse 2]

These smiles been starting to feel so numb

And I hold your hand like a loaded gun

Brain's turning to mush

But I think we might still be having fun, yeah

Though I breathe so well when you disappear

I still kinda wish that you were here

Just tryna love myself, but I don't know who's inside my mirror