[Verse 1]

Mood swinging like a pendulum

I don't brag about it, I don't be talking scandalous

I'm only glad I got to breathe the air of a new day

They've put a price on me, but who pays?

[Verse 2]

Mood swinging like a pendulum

I'm going to die and it's not going to be an accident

Suicide is the option, and its criteria is need

I mean, what other motive could I have? greed?

[Verse 3]

Mood swinging like a pendulum

Vandalized integrity with infinite savageness

Cannibal human, high on lots of cannabis

I don't eat munchies, I eat myself, without questioning it

[Verse 4]

Mood swinging like a pendulum

I'm no longer hungry, I'm in a hurry for that averageness

I want to be as normal as other members of society

It's what you're born with, not what you are willing to give

[Verse 5]

Mood swinging like a pendulum

I'm sad that I'm condemned to never be able to handle it

Insomnia, hypersomnia, never euphoria

Death is the escape, but revenge ain't that obvious

[Verse 6]

Mood swinging like a pendulum

Willing to leave the world behind me tremulous

They haven't given me anything to deal with my problems

And I have the ability to solve them, I don't care about the dilema it's involved with

[Verse 7]

Mood swinging like a pendulum

I wanted to kill someone and was stopped after a long chat with my therapist

At least nobody got hurt

Just me, they sent to the mental hospital

[Verse 8]

Mood swinging like a pendulum

Man I'm giving up on this, wish I knew an alchemist

So they can twist up my thyroid and make it work properly

And I... wait, they aren't watching, looks like I won the lottery

[Verse 9]

Mood swinging like a pendulum

Who would've thought the way out is to be blasphemous

I don't know if I'm hallucinating or if I killed these guys but I like it

Just as I'm walking away, it strikes me

[Verse 10]

Mood swinging like a pendulum

I got out but I don't remember how

Why is there blood on my clothes? is it mine?

The policemen behind me, looking at the scene, who commited the crime?

[Verse 11]

Mood swinging like a pendulum

There are a hundred families I ruined just because I wanted it

They put a price on me so that's how I'm gonna pay

Suicide is the way, in this mental decay, hell is the place

[Verse 12]

Mood swinging like a pendulum

Autothysis like an animal killing itself, it's miraculous

A killer redeemed in death, that's it, 'til I meet you again

One down, the other two are dragged, enchained to its end

[Outro]

Mood swinging like a pend... *gunshot*