I know right now

It's looking rather scrawny out

Still, look at them pretty skies

From spring to fall no end in sight

No need for me to stay inside

The construct of myself, for my soul

A contract, I’ve signed to keep it all

To keep it all-

Inside of me I stop to breath

When the smile you make collides with me

Making up silent indications

Gets me aching way too much

Can't get past it, without breaking

Without making a mess of myself

I know right now

It's looking rather scrawny out

Today seems fucked

I’m not gonna lie, this whole things messed up

I walk through seasons of this planet

Looking for reasons, for my plannings

I meet my demons, to find my gladness

Malice and Sadness, are doxing my address

Without a reason seemingly fucking me over

Taking all closure and leaving me sober

With diehard pessimistic ways encased

By made up thinking, that I'm doing ok

I know right now it's looking rather scrawny out

Tho trust me, it's really not

Since it's all gotta work somehow, life's not gonna stop

No need for reasons, to make it all worthwile

I get that you're sad 'bout always keeping alone, I-

Am certain this treason to be found on my side

Is nothing to fear I think I’ll somehow make it