Loner - Intellectual

[Hook: Bearded Legend]

I cannot give in to all of this, I know I'll overcome all of the shit. You should not give in to all of this, I know you'll overcome all of the shit

Family ain't shit to me friends don't mean shit to me

All you abandoned me walk in my life and leave

Abandoned the heavens cause there was no light to see

Darkness surrounding me clouding my energy

Living anxiety depression depriving me

I'm like a burning tree cannot survive the heat

Sucking me dry like this life is a fucking leach

Quick to help others but don't have no time for me

What will it take to correct my mistakes

Why am I living I can't find my place

I'm trying I'm trying by burning my sage

Is it worth livin or is this my fate?

Is it worth trying or is this my fucking fate?

No use in trying, it's way to damn fuckin late..

Something from nothing no dad to be helpin

He died way too young and I still cannot function

My Mom can't stay sober now her life is over

Dependent on no one so now I'm a loner

I'm sick of these panic attacks

I'm sick of the life that I lack

I wish I commuld take it all back

I wish I could take it all back.. yeah..

Life as a loner as I'm getting older is making me scared like the end of October

Been misunderstood and I wish that I could just sit back and relax

Cuz I want to feel good

I am so fucking tired, I've always admired the type of us people who chase their desires

Their dreams and their wishes, defying the physics

I'm trying to be happy while minding my business

This all is a game, we are the same, destiny's coming, she's calling my name

Don't even know how I control all of my feelings, it's taking a toll

I'ma find my way, try to stay calm, you can see it on my face, try to be strong

As I'm hiding the pain, gonna start fresh, the depression will break, yeah