So tell me where I go from here

Everything is so unclear

I'm still trying to find myself

All my actions were a cry for help

Questions that I feel inside

Why'd you go get (?)

I just wanna feel alive

I guess you did it for your pride

Now I'm left with all this pain its

Tried looking to the sky to find

Some answers or a fucking sign

But I came to a decision that I'm losing my religion

Cause all the signs I was given prove that God just wouldn't listen so

So take me back to 2005

When you were still alive

I don't wanna cry

But it hurts deep inside me

Take me back

I am lost and found

Cause you are not around

I hope I made you proud

I hope you're safe and sound now