Verse 1:

When I was younger I had an older cousin

Fucking man-child, man there’s no discussion

Man had a lot of Temper tantrums

You’d think he couldn’t control it

Blasting through the door

His Intelligence is stunted

Wearing lots of rings

Cos he thinks that’s bad man

Beating up his auntie

Man He needs him a cat scan

I was like 14, it's a 2am night

Couldn’t believe what I was seeing

Looking down but not at a fight

It was a struggle, it was tough

It was relentless

Had me paralysed

I was regrettably defenceless

Try close my eyes when watching

Every chance it gets I’m haunted

Will it be relentless in my head

Till the day I’m in a coffin?

If that’s the case then

How can I ever really be?

Following me constantly

A record of the beast

Attempted murder on his hands

Not once but two and three+

Recalling forgotten memories

From the depths of my hellish dirty seas

(Verse two)

These days all I ever think is

Don’t get complacent

U can't to choose your past that’s

ONE RULE of the basics

But you get to choose your future

I can see mine erasing

Bout to have a panic attack

Relentlessly pacing

This rap isn’t senseless

Id give up future glory

In persuit of indefinite protections

Wanna be the

Best of the best

It’s a compulsive obsession

But There’s ironic story

In school I couldn’t Learn my lessons

On the daily I’m

Walking around the streets

I get paranoid staring

And then anxiety peaks

Envisioned a beating

They find no spirits inside me

If it’s a day I gotta battle

I’ll battle the mind inside me

Do u see the irony

That I’m driven and I got passion

But bad luck and bad mistakes

They Follow me every second

Tried to find a new world

But I’ve been living a lesson

Every passer by

Is relentlessly fucking staring

Not in an Ego way

Like it constantly makes me anxious

A new place where I’m different

God it feels so pretentious

Praying for a day to change

While I’m laid in bed manifesting

100 mile an hour brain

Escaping worlds with my friends come on

(outro)

Man This rap isn’t senseless

Id give up future glory

In persuit of indefinite protections

Wanna be the

Best of the best

It’s a compulsive obsession

But There’s ironic story

In school I couldn’t Learn my lessons

On the daily I’m

Walking around the streets

I get paranoid staring

And then anxiety peaks

Envisioned a beating

They find no spirits inside me

If it’s a day I gotta battle

I’ll battle the mind inside me