Verse 1 [Top Flight]

Ever since my head on collision

My head’s been filled with visions

Some good, some evil

It's like a mix of Golem and Smeagol

Most people don’t know where I'm coming from

Those people don't know what I'm running from

See my mind runs more then a track star

The only time it stops, is when I rap bars

But honestly, I’ve had enough this

I wanna pull it, and put a bullet in my esophagus

Though if I do, I know its a mistake

So I won't fall through there's to much at stake

But, I can't lie, suicide's been a thought

Over my past thank God I've been taught

“Never back down even when it seems hopeless”

“Always hold on even when it seems ropeless”

There's no dosage of medicine

That keeps these thoughts from embedding in

Believe me I've I tried, believed me I've lied

A smile doesn’t mean I’m not bleeding inside

Why can’t I figure out how to make the pain numb?

Why can’t I figure out where it came from?

Lord I know I'm going through this for a reason

So I'm tryna’ stay warm in this world that is freezing

Seized in, since the day of my birth

I've had a fear of not reaching my worth

But I’m the only one keeping me from it

If I don't overcome it, then I'm probably gonna plummet

Forget that, I’m never gonna fall over

I’ll fight for what's right, until its all over

Cause I already know about the outcome

I just have to get to the X, no Malcolm

But how come I can't think or brainstorm?

On how to find the link out this brain storm

See, me and this demon are in the same form

But no matter what, I’ll never change for him

Lord why is this war so consecutive?

Why are my thoughts so competitive?

Why is my pain so repetitive?

And why is my brain the executive?

Man, can someone just show me where the exit is?

I can't stand this, I need to grow a leg for this

But I am this, So where's Krieg for this?

I just wanna fly free, where's Pegasus

Urgently, I need to disperse of these, thoughts that are cursed in me. 

Certainly they'll vanish, but when? and if they don't, does it end?