I knew she was hurting

But I didn't call

It's past tense

I couldn't get the feelings off

I'm past tense

I'm angry I can't feel at all

Madness

Feeling I got the problem solved

I ain't reaching out

Cause I ain't feeling the pain

I know We don't speak about it

Feeling like nothing to gain

But we were losing our hearts

Apart is where we're staying

The way that we act

If I could take it back

I suppose of course

Knowing I didn't know

I mean who could've planned

So I'll save you a dance

I hope the way that we step

Last, forever I guеss

I'm just holding my breath

Don't know what is

Time

I already lost y'all

I alrеady lost y'all

On my mind

Know it's gonna cost y'all

Know it's gonna cost y'all

On my grind

Time

Man they want my time

Now they want my Time

I knew you were sick

And didn't visit

At least not like a should

Not like I could

Could I be good

Letting fear hold me back

Like one day I'll be there

Imma be like that

Imma be right back

That what I say

I'm lying and trying

Hard to doge fate

I'm trying

I pray to God every day

To bring you back

If I could bring you back

I suppose of course

Knowing I didn't know

I mean who could've planned

So I'll save you a dance

I hope the way that we step

Last, forever I guess

I'm just holding my breath

Don't know what is left

Thinking I had time

Maybe I'll get you back

Like one day it's just fine

The other I feel attacked

Can't get feeling attached

Wish I could find the plug

I wish I knew who I am

I wish I knew who you was

I wish you weren't gone

Now I can't feel the love

I'm just singing these songs

Now they become my drugs

Grandma, I love I ain't say it enough

So I'll feel you in the skies whenever I lookup

It's getting tough, fuck

I had to grieve it all in a rush, huh

Like I ain't screaming enough

I ain't screaming enough

No matter what I do it won't be enough

Fuck

And I know you'd be proud of me

Proud of me right now

And I know you'd be proud of me

Proud of me right now

And I know you'd be proud of me

Proud of me right now

And I know you'd be proud of me

Proud of me right now