[Verse 1: Boogie]
Pistol to my temple, my mental ain't well
Everyday I'm fightin' demons and I'm livin' in Hell
Askin' God what I did, I feel he's raisin' the scale
Livin' life just to die, I feel I'm trapped in a cell
I need help, tellin' my family not to fuck with me
Shut the door behind me, gather my thoughts, I just need to breathe
My phone keeps ringin', it's my homies and they wanna see
If I would like to kick it, smoke some weed and sip some Hennessy
My brain ain't workin', I shut off my phone
Slip the noose around my neck, I'd rather hang alone
Fell so hard from the chair I think I cracked a bone
Damn rope snapped in two, I fuckin' fell on my dome
I need help! These demons are my enemies
Arguin' back and forth, singin' a song, you've got a friend in me
Laughin' at my pain, wishin' I would feel some agony
The cracklin' from these demons, swear to God this shit's some savagery
[Chorus: Bukshot]
I need help, thoughts feel pale
Mental ain't well, livin' through Hell
I need help, thoughts feel pale
Mental ain't well, livin' through Hell
These demons eat my life
They seem to need my fright
I toss and turn and fight
But I can't sleep tonight
[Verse 2: BZO]
Seriously, why you not been takin' me serious?
Delirious you must be 'cause clearly you not hearin' this
Been screamin' out for help, I've been doin' it as a lyricist
Dark ventriloquist have you hearin' voices in the mist
Been havin' trouble formin' sentences, I'm losin' my grip
On reality, 'causin' fatalities 'cause I'm a lunatic
Who can I get to help me? Who gonna lift me up out of this pit?
Nobody there and I'll never forget, scream for help and nobody did
BZO not a bozo, don't appear in photos, fuckin' with The Mob, that's a no-no
Demons wanna capture my soul in a snow globe
What I gotta do, write "Help" on my Polos
What? Have I've been speakin' in tongues or somethin'?
You think I've been makin' this shit up for fun or somethin'?
Nah! You can't relate, you never felt it
Your selfish ass couldn't hear me when I yelled it
[Chorus: Bukshot]
I need help, thoughts feel pale
Mental ain't well, livin' through Hell
I need help, thoughts feel pale
Mental ain't well, livin' through Hell
These demons eat my life
They seem to need my fright
I toss and turn and fight
But I can't sleep tonight
[Verse 3: Jamie Madrox]
I feel fucked up and I could use a little help
But everyone I turned to, they told me "Go and fuck myself"
I'm like a curse or a crack in the mirror
Superstition done haunt the verse, keep 'em scared for seven years
Like a lethal injection, electrical chair, foamin' at your eyes while I'm meltin' the brain in between your ears
I'm the knock on the door when there's no one there
The reason for your fear, paranoia and you need to be prepared
I know you're scared, it's justifiably correct
'Cause I'm cuttin' on the dotted line I drew upon your neck
Cut another throat, cut another check 'cause my mental ain't well and my life is just a wreck
I'm a serrated knife sawin' through a full back
Butcherin' the ribcage, cut 'em to a half rack
Think of it as art, call it abstract
When in reality, it's physics and you splatter from the impact
[Chorus: Bukshot]
I need help, thoughts feel pale
Mental ain't well, livin' through Hell
I need help, thoughts feel pale
Mental ain't well, livin' through Hell
These demons eat my life
They seem to need my fright
I toss and turn and fight
But I can't sleep tonight