Released on November 29, 2019

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Verse 1

How can you go from number one to just another face?

Many things change once your heartbreaks

Can’t find solace in their presence

You just pray you both heal and see it as a lesson

I’m so tired, I can’t even deal with projections

Can’t even say if I made an impression

I guess I wasn’t worth the wait

Now I have to deal with the fallout and its overweight

Can’t even find the words so I back pedal

This King is dethroned and I still won't settle

The longеr I wait, the longer this hurts

I’ve nеver felt pain like this, am I cursed?

Am I meant to see love instead of feeling it?

I’m so frustrated watching it revealing it

And then its snatched away- my knees buckle

Another tower demolished with my heart in the ruble

Chorus

I’m tired of this pain- can you let it go?

If I was insane would you let me know?

I just want to see the love that I always show (I always show)

What’s there left to gain if they always go?

Tears falling like rain I don’t care who knows

I just want to see the love that I always show (I always show)

Verse 2

This ain't a cry out for help- just let me deal

I promise I’ll be back- until then I will feel

Every emotion to endure this process

Even if it calls for a sob fest

So many people left my life like it was nothing

Years later the same cycle repeats- something’s huntin

Something’s trying to kill me of my peace

Oaths are rarely kept and I’m seeing every piece

Every word given in moments of acceptance

I just wanted this to work- instead I’m collecting the severance

I’m so damn numb but I don’t want a cold heart

I don’t want to feel a soul ripped apart

My empathy will be the death of me

I can’t drag names through the mud but I’ll let this pen bleed

No one ever wants to see a partner go

Even if you had more to show with years to grow they’ll never know

Chorus

I’m tired of this pain- can you let it go?

If I was insane would you let me know?

I just want to see the love that I always show (I always show)

What’s there left to gain if they always go?

Tears falling like rain I don’t care who knows

I just want to see the love that I always show (I always show)

I’m tired of this pain- can you let it go?

If I was insane would you let me know?

I just want to see the love that I always show (I always show)

What’s there left to gain if they always go?

Tears falling like rain I don’t care who knows

I just want to see the love that I always show (I always show)

Bridge

"Ive completely accepted the fact that you're not coming back, so now I'm just dealing, I'm just dealing"

If we had enough of time

Would you change your mind?

"Have you ever wanted to say that somebody? Somebody that you truly cared for? That you truly loved? You say..

If we had enough of time

Would you change your mind?

"As stubborn as they are, I know it..I know it registers, I know it registers"

If we had enough of time

Would you change your mind?

If we had enough of time

Would you change your mind?

Chorus

I’m tired of this pain- can you let it go?

If I was insane would you let me know?

I just want to see the love that I always show (I always show)

What’s there left to gain if they always go?

Tears falling like rain I don’t care who knows

I just want to see the love that I always show (I always show)

I’m tired of this pain- can you let it go?

If I was insane would you let me know?

I just want to see the love that I always show (I always show)

What’s there left to gain if they always go?

Tears falling like rain I don’t care who knows

I just want to see the love that I always show (I always show)