Another Christmas comes around

And I'm still so depressed

I've been trying for a year

To fix my unlevel head

I haven't seen you since last summer

Or the one before

Maybe

For lack of resisting

I hear your voice revolving around my head

Maybe

I want you

To occupy the space where my eyes should be

Another year goes by where i don’t speak your name

I feel as though you are just another water to be tamed

But i can't swim for shit

And now you’re just another name

Escort me

To waters

I was never good at swimming and to me you are a daughter of

Neptune

I want you

To occupy the space where my lungs should be

I’ve done nothing that I should have

And also nothing i should not

So carve out my insides, slowly and painfully i could not bear

If you were nice to me

So don’t be