[Intro]

Yeah, huh

[Chorus]

Daddy wasn't a man, so daddy didn't raise one

I turned into a bitch by time I was in grade one

Bitches crave attention, I savored it like it's fine wine

Bitches write diaries and I just made mine rhyme

[Post-Chorus]

My ex is tellin' the town that I cheated, I swear that I ain't even cheat

I guess I could give you the truth about her if she wanna lie about me

I was the one who broke up, so I let her decidе what the narrative reads

But, shit, this is only my diary, I can bе honest, it's just me to me

[Verse 1]

You're the only girl that I ever loved and I love you the same today

You walkin' into my dad's funeral is the image I always replay

Shit, after that, I went crazy, I left everybody and moved to L.A

You said it felt like I made it then left you, but you know that wasn't the case

You said I'm usin' my dad dyin' as an excuse to not give a fuck about you

I got in my feelings and told myself maybe that's true, I gotta man up and be through

Playin' the victim, so I didn't think about that, I really said fuck my dad

Dad is the reason I'm weak, then he died and he just made me weaker, fuck all that

But why am I makin' decisions based off your opinions? We don't even talk

I never said a bad word about you and you tell everybody I'm lost

Every so often my sister is spiralin', wonderin' what dad would do

I can't even help her, I'm forcin' myself not to think about him, man, I blame it on you

My sister be noticin' signs, we go through his stuff

I'm jealous 'cause she feel a tap from an angel

I don't feel shit, I can't even picture him

Feelin' nothin' is worse than it feelin' painful

I don't know why you still got such a fuckin' impact on me, I'm the one who broke you first

You're the one who broke me down and broke the way I think about myself, which is worse?

[Chorus]

Daddy wasn't a man, so daddy didn't raise one

I turned into a bitch by time I was in grade one

Bitches crave attention, I savored it like it's fine wine

Bitches write diaries and I just made mine rhyme

[Post-Chorus]

My ex is tellin' the town that I cheated, I swear that I ain't even cheat

I guess I could give you the truth about her if she wanna lie about me

If you had a goal to make people think that I'm the piece of shit who broke you

I don't see the point in lyin' about what I did, just say what I did do

[Verse 2]

Label money I was pourin' through

Tell 'em how you never got a gift

Tell 'em how I never spoiled you

Tell 'em how you saw me every chance

Encouragin' fans to chase their dreams and help the crew

But I never once supported you

Had a dream to be a singer

Ventin' to me about your engineerin', I would change the subject every dinner

Everyone inside my team knew how talented you were, it was obvious to us

I could've connected you with so many people, but I didn't give a fuck enough

Look how the story unfolds

I posted you on my page so you got recognized at all my shows

But never once for your own talent, how it was supposed to go

Only because you were mine, I never let you be your own

And you never asked for a favor

Maybe you just were afraid to look like you were usin' me because on paper

People could've thought you loved Token

I know that you only loved Ben

Matter of fact, you were the only one

Matter of fact, my only real friend

If anything, I was usin' you

Never woulda thought of that, huh?

Posting you all on my page now

So fans can see I got a bad one

Fans can tell me I'm relationship goals

Fans can tell me I deserve that

Everything I did was ego-based

You're the one who observed that

You're the only one who got used

Authentic love you gave to me

Let's talk about what I gave to you

You would tell 'em that I gave you grief

Your friends would tell you that I gave you no peace

Your dad would tell 'em that I gave you deceit

I would tell you that I gave you a reason to not believe in yourself and just in me

And then your doctor gave you a seat

Brought up the test results and I'm the one who gave you—

I was someone you need meditation for

Never would've thought I'm also someone you need medication for

I cut the tension with a joke, but I gave you a reason to laugh

At a man who has his career figured out, but nothin' solid after that

And you gave me forty-eight months that I miss every part of

Memories I don't get far from

You gave me light, then you brought the dark up

She gave me nothin' but karma

Diary one

[Chorus]

Daddy wasn't a man, so daddy didn't raise one

I turned into a bitch by time I was in grade one

Bitches— savored it like it's fine wine

Bitches write diaries and I just made mine rhyme