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Verse 1:
I can’t even think of one bar to write
I’m looking around trying to start a fight
No woman that I can call my wife
Feeling nobody got a harder life
People like oh man, it’s alright
But they don’t feel this pain or see this sight
They’re just barking, but I might bite
They don’t want to get up in my eyes at night
It’s kind of like you just got caught up in the rapture
When the devil attack you
Seeing demons. Hearing the laughter
Fearing dreaming
Appearing to last eternity
But it certainly isn’t all true
Nervously trying to wake myself too
Purposely hurting me
Murking the church in me
Flirting and earning a name that ain’t cool to me
Who is he? Pure evil
Typing things in your keyboard
A trickster to torture people
Sick things are fine. Call it ill-legal
He’s a fly up on the wall though
Hard to find like Waldo
Under the radar he crawl low
Making a lot of fools like the lotto
How do you think this was written
He made me a victim
I’m sorry if you thought I was perfect, but I thought that was a given
Never will I ever say I’m perfect
I’m just like you. I get scared and nervous
That I won’t flourish
But do I deserve it?
I definitely don’t
But I hope that I still have my soul
’Cause at times
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At times I feel that I would be a good minister
But I tend to enjoy things that are sinister
Supply darkness to the ones that surround me
So why does my sky end up so cloudy
With darkness
I see the light daily, but it fade away
(It fade away)
All the sunshines turn to rainy days
(They turn to rainy days)
The sinister minister is in my brain
(He’s in my brain)
I hate to see that he’s coming after me
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Verse 2:
He’s in my brain and I can’t get him out
Drained all the happiness. Filled it with doubt
Temptation were quiet. Now they all shout
Want to put it to an end, but I don’t know how
Maybe I do and I lie to myself
Can’t do it on my own, but I don’t want help
See the Bible. I want to put it on the shelf
But I know that it will be good for my health
So I pick it up. I fight the hatred
Even though I feel I can never been sacred
If I change my soul I can’t erase or wash
My past decisions that stay on my thoughts
They play constantly. I have to gaze and watch
As I cross the path and watch His face on the cross
Even though He’s my savior I change my boss
On a regular day and have to say I lost
Lucifer, you win again
But I hate the fact that I live in sin
I try to escape but the percentage of me not giving in
To the grim is slim
Yes, it’s him
In it to win it
And I wish I could put it to an end and just finish you
Make life flash before your eyes like a cinema
But I’m on the hellevator with a sinister minister
Hook-
At times I feel that I would be a good minister
But I tend to enjoy things that are sinister
Supply darkness to the ones that surround me
So why does my sky end up so cloudy
With darkness
I see the light daily, but it fade away
(It fade away)
All the sunshines turn to rainy days
(They turn to rainy days)
The sinister minister is in my brain
(He’s in my brain)
I hate to see that he’s coming after me
Verse 3:
I’m messed up (messed up)
Out of here (out of here)
Gone (gone)
Depression is (depression is)
What I call (what I call)
Home (home)
Stuck on the same path that I’ve been on
No more keeping it in a shell. Let it be known
Don’t mess with me when I get in my zone
You don’t want to deal with the stuff I got in my dome
I’m crazy, maybe. And I think you might be too
We got the same sickness. Does it got you feeling blue
I kept it all inside of me
My soul no longer ivory
Too many people lie to me
It got me feeling like a freak
I tried to keep it a secret but then I began to see
People treating me evily
Deceitfully leading me
Feeding the beast in me
Grieving so easily
Demons seeking a piece of me
Jesus, please put me on my feet
Where I need to be
Hook-
At times I feel that I would be a good minister
But I tend to enjoy things that are sinister
Supply darkness to the ones that surround me
So why does my sky end up so cloudy
With darkness
I see the light daily, but it fade away
(It fade away)
All the sunshines turn to rainy days
(They turn to rainy days)
The sinister minister is in my brain
(He’s in my brain)
I hate to see that he’s coming after me