DARK SUN. - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Sometimes I look into the mirror when I fall

Know the doubt is true, even when it’s gone

Know the rain pours, even when it’s small

Momma told me, look into the sun

Look into the stars, and look into the scars

Life is filled with blessings, and filled with many hearts

I start to count the lessons that’s driven by the clock

Know I talk with reverends in the midst of a fog

Hesitated when I held the AUG

Hesitated when I thought I made it and got held by my guns

In another world, on a datе with a faun

Induced by this room having sex with a- uh

Sanctimonious with my words, poems I sing еm to the birds

Caught my shadow by the curb, waved to it, felt betrayed by the wave movements

In a cave with the sage, meditate my own improvements

Dark sun, dark sun, where are you tonight

Dark son, dark son, blue in the moonlight

Where you was we pop guns and shoot it to the light

Intersected with the vision the Lord keeps it tight

So dark sun, dark sun, where are you tonight

Dark son, dark son, blue in the moonlight

Where you was we pop guns and shoot it to the light

Intersected with the vision the Lord keeps it tight

Intermittent fasting, my beloved crashing

Till I’m -

Tryna keep my mind legit, and it’s funny how far I get

Tired of apologists chasing tainted promises

Broken scholars and their followers, falling in a pot to piss

We was in the projects when the riots hit

Bleeding through anger, my partner did

I’m part a myth, too far in it to call it quits

Pardon my trips, couldn’t resist when she met me with them lips

Hips, shaking don’t lie like a certain Colombian she was, uh

She asked if I fucked, I said I prolly did

I know I’m hard to get

Toxic but we get to talking when you come over and I give you a hit

Bless up baby, I’m a new person off the gin

Being funny is my foreign language

I’m tryna keep it quick, but all my demons stay with my kin

Hard to stay focused when ya mind always slip, bleeding thru my sinus, hovered by these walls tryna climb it

But I’m not it, I asked if she loved me she sighed and I took it as a sign it was one sided

I promise, I’m forever sincere to the calling, but I’m falling in a pit of stuck conscious

I’m stalling for time, knowing what’s mine ain’t shit