Involuntarily silent I fade into you

My voice goes unheard, near you I am mute

I know there's a way to make it through this

Then my silence is worth, silence worth a wish

I wanted to have a look on the inside

To see if it's safe, if only for a while

Any time at day this feeling might come

Any time at night it might be gone again

Staring off into space, speaking words in random

I sing, I cry, I spy, I lie, I grow, I shrink, I soar, I sink

Facedown in the spiral of shame

Weak and melting, tension's building all around

A deceiving secrecy encircles and frightens me

An eye for an eye never made so blind

A stake for a spine and find the fear where love is lust

I reach out and seize to bury it back into me

Streaming through the colour of you

A cripple love is taking life

We fought in vain to shelter our souls

But failed to jump over our own shadow