Feelings of regret that I shouldn't have

Timeless photos that don't reflect

These truths you hold dear about yourself

Thinking bad when I should not be thinking so much

Blinding illusions bound to break my heart

Eighteen years, such a beautiful birthday you had

I wish you all the best and I won't share this to you

Cause you must not worry about my laments

But there's still two persons left

To fuck up with my distress

I care about you with even more intensity

Than I dislike myself

I know you don't wanna hear this

And I know I shouldn't say

But I need to take it out of my system

I always find a way to fuck it up

And I fuck it up

I always fuck it up

And even if I don't

I fuck myself up

So all that's left is laugh

Thesе truths that I get to doubt

I know the differеnce, I screw it up

Yet Franklin can't get me closer

Not even magic can do a difference

Not even Robert can rob a smile

So all that's left is hope

The seeds will grow

But with that joke

They will rot in dirt

And I felt so high

For a moment I closed my eyes

And I'm tired of my laments

Why don't I get enough

From being just friends?

For a second I felt

Sublime

Sublime

These truths that I hold self-evident

And yet still I choose to ignore them

The seeds will be replanted

The tulips will grow larger

This tree will breed gold apples

And I will wait for it

Cause I do nothing better

And I know

That I fuck me up

In my mind

There's always something wrong

But this time

For a second I felt

Sublime

Sublime

Wrong, I couldn't be more wrong

So dig a tunnel for all the gold

That's bound to come from hope

And for a moment I'll feel

Sublime

Sublime

I'm tired of my laments

I'm tired of unplayed games

I'm tired of holding gates

And I know

These truths that I hold self-evident

I still choose to ignore them

I still choose to blame myself

I still choose to lose the game

But to know where I'm in the plane

To know how high I could fly

Holding on, holding on

Goodbyes

Goodbyes

So slowly pull the rope

Get me back to planet Earth

The sky felt good for a while

But I left reality behind

For a second I felt

Sublime

Sublime