How did it get to this

My vision is foggy

Sitting in this alley

How much more can i bleed

I must have terrible luck or something

Cause bad stuff keeps happening

Its one event after another and it keeps pileing

Everything is overwhelming

My life is crumbling

Fastly falling apart

How much longer can i stand the suffering

Im officially at the bottom

This is the peak of my downfall

I dont wanna leave my family

My own was just getting started, just had a healthy baby

I hope an ambulance is coming for me

I doubt it, barely anyone cares

Before i know it ill be going up heaven stairs

Or ill probably end up in hell, i deserve to be there

What legacy do i even leave behind

How would people remember me

At this point i dont even know

I've forgotten who i am

Am i this or that, or just another fool

Whos about to lose his life to violence

I shouldve just minded my business

Now look where im at, laying motionless

In my own pool of blood in the middle of the city

Im better than this, or i used to be

This world is so cruel and mean

Even a guy like me can end up going down the wrong path

Well i guess these are my dying words

Ive accepted my demise, my untimely exit from the world

Dont cry at my funeral

Just remember who i was

A man trying to make it in life

Just like everyone else

There is no one to blame

But myself

I think i see something in the distance

But im about to black out

Is this the end of me?