(Intro)
It's been a long time coming man
I been through hell and back, I just wanna see the top now
On my mama we gon' make it
(Verse 1)
This is year 23 man I feel like Jordan
Reminiscing first night had the mic recording
It made me feel important shy nigguh soft spoken
I was so focus like a pair of bifocals eyes open up
When they see a nigguh spittin like he puking lunch
I had to punch and fight my life aiming for the gut
Hoping pretty sluts let me cut just to live it up
I gotta live it up
Because I'm livin in hell isn't that swell
Daddy visit never end well, had the vision but lack ambition feinin' to blow like air condition
Wanting to murder my competition
There is no opposition when yo mind is different
This is exhibition just flexing my written addiction
I figure it intuition to cause all the friction
Going on mission to earn more than pension
Muthafuckas better pay attention
I been at the bottom chasin' these bills like Hilary Rodham know how that feels to settle for garbage tryin' yo hardest
I am an artist takin' it further than margin
Prayin' I wake every morning
(Hook)
This is year twenty, twenty, year twenty-three (Repeat)
And ion have a record deal but I know I got the skills
Do you know how that shit feels when you know you fuckin' ill
(Verse 2)
Scratch that
I'm the illest with a Gang full of villains world domination pillage yo village and brainwash the children
We changin' the nation, you, hangin with haters
Noose, tighter than anal what is yo angle
I am a star fuck being spangled
I am the father yes I will spank you lyrics are torture
Livin in horror I am an author surrounded by coroners
Dearly departed life isn't gorgeous family starvin' vanity ballin handle the offense wanna eat often grandma keep coughin' avoidin the coffin lookin like carcass I was the shortest
Smokin that poison fast forward my bedroom the toilet
I am the shit really retarded whatever you call it
I am the reason the party get started
You are not fly lookin like ostrich I am a prophet
Makin no profit feelin like pothead weed in my pocket
Eating my wallet avoidin the gossip reading the gospel, I'm
A livin apostle all in her throat removin' her tonsils
Keep me a condom
Learn from mistakes learning to block all the hate
Soul, burning like furnace how much can I take
Balance my chakra eliminate devilish traits
You nigguhs imposter claimin they hustle for days
Generate pay, flash it in face workin with minimum wage
(Hook)
(Verse 3)
Wait
Surrounded by bitches that laugh in my face
Nigguhs downplaying my tape
Question my flow and my pace
Haters are forming to hate me my friends separate
Rappin in different lane hoping we speak again
I'll be the bigger man I'll split the dividends
Wish we were kids again this was the fuckin plan
I be yo hype man get on, you wasn't writing them songs
I wasn't feeling too on don't get me wrong
Remember us hittin the bong
Watchin you flow you was too cold dropping that knowledge me, you and Jok said fuck college what is yo problem
You really be wildin mama say you sniffin that powder
Lookin for power I will not cower I'm at the tower
Morph into bowser giving them hell, showers
Ringing the bell the time is ours
I will not fail no matter the skill my home is the battlefield know its real fuck a deal smell the daffodils
Do you know how it feels to be ill
Poppin' them pills and jig turning yo mind opposite of big rollin up pine you was a brother of mine
Shid, for you I would split wigs
You was the kid
Lyrical gifted, musical misfit
But the times have shifted and you have gone missing
(Bridge)
I done been down this road I done came close to sellin' my soul you don't wanna fuck with me O to the S-A-Z-E