Released on June 26, 2020

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{Intro}

Rc beats on the fuckin track

{Chorus}

I try to face my fears but they end out as a bucket of tears

I swear these problems get deeper but i try not to get near

Always feeling criticized but fuck it’s always that shit that’s homicide

I face a bigger picture

Always knowing my shit will be a little temper

I try not to think about the hate that’s a different setup

I swear myself is tired of that dressup

Shooters come and kill, can’t be scared to backup

Too much to handle, can’t lose and put myself there

So much pain, always myself being blamed

Can’t control help it’s never safe

Got bigger bro’s can’t let them fall in their own lane

I try to forget the problems but it feels like i can’t

Maintain it, either way i have to train

Don’t give a fuck about fame

Not an instagram addict, i will never change

Lot to lose but shit i’m always not scared for a bruise

Always got to keep a fight, never knowing where my life can go to

Can’t lose another person that shit hurts deep down in my heart

Like hopefully this could be my last scar

Put a lot of effort i know i’ll be far

I know killers want to kill me can’t let that charge

Seems like my impact has fallen apart

I grind my ass off to get to the charts

Throw me like a dart, i feel the pain inside my heart (my heart)

Stomach ache’s, can’t eat or sleep cause all that shit i sacrifice

Overthinking fuck feels like i’m thinking twice

Fuck this, let me live my life

Hard struggle with the pain

Always have to deal with something it’s never nice

I try my best to feel right

Always got to keep it there even tho i’m feeling alright

Before i used to look at the moon with no stars

Feels dark, i had my bro’s looking at my start

I never give up, it’s always this shit i had messed up

Keep yo head up, disgrace moments i feel you

You need to get up

Reminiscing, i swear Life’s a Dream

Thank you for being on this journey with me

{Outro}

I really mean it

I appreciate everything with this album

Onto the next one

God bless!