[Intro]

This would be a good ass fucking ep if I could figure out how to fucking record this shit

Any fucking way

Uh I'm recording kind of

I tried to record but i couldn't get into it

But like I was listening to the music

Like I had headphones in

I had the beat playing so I could stay on beat cause I suck at that shit

Don't tell anyone

Like for some reason

I like rap around the house and it sounds fine

And then I'll start recording and i start over doing things

Or it just doesn't sound right

Or I'm under doing it

Not sure how it's gonna fucking sound

I gotta listen to it

I don't know

I

I'm just like fuck it imma

Imma

You know

I don't have often where like everyone's gone and shit

My brother goes to the gym now so I have a little more time

But like it's early in the fucking morning and I be fucking tryna sleep but

I tried to

I recorded some I guess

[Verse]

I don't father time, I don't mother nature

I don't give boosts to revolutions, not another savior

If I shut the door on the sheets, the slam echos

Cause guilt acoustics flourish with pleas

And damn it's so

Apocalyptic to the ego

By proxy, esteem is steaming

Stemming from war remains

I've fought myself and no one sees the bleeding

If there's no body count does it count?

If I can't say with confidence that I feel different is it really a field trip?

If I don't take pills am I still sick?

I'll be dead way longer than I'll stay alive and if the stars align, they'll hit my eyes long after they have died

I can't alter much besides my own perceptions

Got no contraceptives

I am fucked up

And life's an ultra sigh

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