[1st Verse]

My hope hit the pavement like criminal shoes

The only sensation positioned to lose

Born in the bane and I'm living obtuse

The walls, will say I have minimal use

Living is taxing, bills every night

Starting to think I'm not built for the light

Pessimistic cause I kill to be right

A hero to die, a villain to fight

Time is a joke when you're swallowed by dread

Destined to choke if I follow my head

Wasted potential I'll wallow in debt

Maybe I'll fake some bravado instead

Feeling I'm gonna get slammed by the sky

Damned if I submit and damned if I try

Wings have been clipped I'm too damaged to fly

Pigment is shifting I'm tanning with lies

Light? A thing of the past

My will in a sling or a cast

Its beaten and battered

Cling to the brink of a crash

Blink

I think of my casket

King of the rash

Not worth a fuck or a shit or a damn

Don't deserve fun so my id in the can

My time feeling borrowed like kid is to cash

How long can I act that it isn't that bad?

[2nd Verse]

What in the fuck am I tryna gain?

Not feeling able my mind is Cain

Brain is all mush cause my mind is strained

Too cold inside if I lie in flames

Let me rot I'm not the kind to save

Shit I don't know when the bias came

Self destructive like I fight my name

My body should just high five a train

Ponder if life has some benefits that

Don't run their course in ten seconds flat

Tell me be patient you're forgetting that

Waiting for shit to get better is wack

Save your persuasion

Its vain and frustrating

No way I'll be baited

State is so vacant

My pain is inflated

Hatred enabled

My brain got no cable like