[Defcee]

Wrote my future in erasable marker ink

Rolled my neck just to hear the last couple of marbles clink

Miles past hunger, nothings wrong if you starve to eat

Harsh relief like the father who offered to cough and cheat

Chisel my milk carton caption in the headstone

I wasn't lost to my family I was sent home

Not every warning sign is flashing lights from a red phone

Kept my nose clean nobody said it could have been no

Freedom in letting your bad side eat its better half

I've got as many lives as there are teeth in the Cheshire cat

When my speech speeds up my tempo lags

I lose my way with words reading signs as fences pass

The skinny sketch piss ants paint with chalk and dust

Woke in outer wear stinking up warmer months

Lost my layman face at an address I can conjure up

A junkie and every ghost who can't quit haunting us

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We think we're in charge

10 seconds from now, none of us in this room

Know what we're going to be thinking or saying

So who the fuck is in charge?

[Time]

I know a dude destitute he walks beneath a meth moon

In a garden of sound he's just a man trying to bend a spoon

Trying to keep the flame away so he doesn't kindle further doom

Trying to hack his mind to thrive, slicing wires in the server room

Plug was a surfer dude, eyes like a furnace room

Addiction is the servant whoms lurking at your tomb

He said i can quit whenever, flat line he murdered truth

Spitting till purple in the booth waiting for his commercial boom

I'll stop when i pop he's raging in rehearsal rooms

He needs to stop before he drops he lost a tooth that's further proof

Drift king, swerving through brews he grew apart from his crew

The drug is working you, he walked towards the light out a fertile womb

He said I'm breaking all my burner tubes I'm searching for you

He said I'm trying to find my purpose soon I'm searching for truth

He stopped chasing the scream, he said my body has further use

I hope you find your dreams, stop serving those that don't serve you