Parent's like your so fucking lazy

School do better your so fucking crazy

Friends i wish i never never seen you lately

GF i wish never called you baby

Music is like fuck it it's all rainy

I feel this depression pretty much daily

I don't want to live until i am eighty

I feel all these artists like i mean greatly

All life creates is death pain and suffering

Life is a misery and a mystery it is puzzling

You can't calm me down it won't comfort me

The colours are grey so i guess no colouring

Grim reaper give me a offеring

As i fall down this hill and hole tumbling

I want to go in deep sleep of slumbering

I want my GF back i let hеr down

Something on my face and that's a frown

I am a idiot so call me a clown

I get called a king but i don't deserve a crown

I feel lonely and depressed i just feel so stressed

Nobody will be with me because i'm a mess

I did love her and that's something i confess

Its always my fault and my mistakes

I haven't been the same GF left me i want to drown in a lake

I keep a smile on my face that is fake

She did was get my heart and make it break

I have real depression but i can't show it

I'm waiting for someone to be heroic

But nobody will come i know it i know it

I have death and suicide on my mind

I'm on every bodies side but nobody is on mine

Life is dept and i am on my deadline

Some people need help some kill their selves at nine

God if you are there show me a sign

Some people hide their pain like mine it isn't fine

Depression really hit hard during quarantine

I hate myself and i go through pain at age fourteen

I don't wanna die at the stage of a teen

It has got to the point that i can't sleep

Everybody is following the wrong path like sheep

I feel like i'm falling in a hole 100ft deep

Rest in peace X, Juice, Kobe, Nip, 600 and peep

Feel like i'm dead so it is my time to reap