Again - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

"Fortune favors the feats of fools

Beasts of labor will always lose"

But these were just excuses that I made to soothe my pride

When the call repeated, I retreated back inside

I made a mess, I only have myself to blame

I had wings, but couldn't fly, and I put myself to shame

All my broken dreams are scattered in the rain

Is this it? Is this the end? Is it too late to try again?

"You don't deserve me, that much is clear

If you loved me, you'd still be here"

But these were just excuses that I made to soothe my pride

While I was screaming, you were bleeding deep inside

You gave your best and all I gave you was the blame

You were brave, and I was blind to the monster I became

I said "I'm sorry but we'll never be the same"

It was me in the end, is it too late to love again?

There's another sea to rise above

Everything I try is not enough

"I can't stand it, so I'll stand still

If God should break me, then that's His will"

But these were just excuses that I made to soothe my pride

'Cause everything I'd ever need was here, inside

I made a mess, but now it's time to make it right

Give me wind, and give me wings, and I can learn to fly

I'll hold my breath until I reach the other side

Will it be a happy end?

Is it too late to rise again?