[VERSE 1]

These are my lost thoughts

I'm pulling out of a soul that is hurting nonstop

I hit the bong and put the world around me on pause

In my eyes, seeing y'all in love is like hot sauce

But it's only cause I miss how being loved feels

Now I sit in solitude just contemplating what's real

Is this just a bad trip on a couple tabs

Or is my depression and anxiety this fucking bad

That's probably not the case but this shit is surreal to me

I miss the days of feeling young and dumb and feeling free

Now I'm struggling to deal with grief

Tryna find some real relief

While trying to be the artist they would kill to see

I know I got potential, but I got demons too

No shame about it, I just drown them out with weed and booze

It's hard to fight the pain when you don't have a reason to

Sticking to myself in a reality of evil truths

[HOOK]

Wash away my fears

Wash away my tears

Wash away my sorrow, that's the reason I hate being here

Lost thoughts surround me

Tell the world please don't forget about me

Set me free, I'm drowning

Skies never looked so cloudy

[VERSE 2]

It's probably gonna rain soon

But behind the clouds, I know the sky stays blue

I'm bout to go to space with the ganja, no spacesuit

Humanity is full of sheep, you're all singing the same tune

I hope that I can be the one to colorize your grey views

If shit gets rough, look to my words to save you

We're all depressed to some degree just trying hard to break through

I spill out everything cause that is what it's came to

Lost