Lotus - Intellectual

[Intro]

Yeah, yeah

I’m a sinner in a cold world

Just an addict, with some words, always unheard

Speaking love from my tongue to a lil blur

She want that vivi on her neck with the white pearls

She sitting on the roof with the lil birds

She drink it til she dead, she was screaming at the first

Person who could love her through the known fuckin worst

Tryna tell me everything i have I don’t deserve and

You never showed me what you needed how could I tell

That you was dying you was bleeding in yo hotel

Tryna make it out yo house down in snellville

Yo parents fucked up they never taught you how to feel

And now it’s on me to raise you, in yo red heels

Going out, tryna fuck another man still

And I’ll eat this fuckin pill and hope my soul heals

All this yelling back and forth about our next meal

So I gave you what I’m eating , and I starved still

Tryna ground up loose change for your phone bill

When you promised last time that you’d pay a lil

She said that she could never change, she don’t feel guilt

I’d never change for you, you know that I never will

She pop a molly ‘fore we fuck up on that red quilt

And pass out by 11 watching old films

These walls talking to me bout the way we built

And I think that I’m a sinner in a cold world

Just an addict, with some words, always unheard

Speaking love from my tongue to a lil blur

She want that vivi on her neck with the white pearls

She sitting on the roof with the lil birds

She drink it til she dead, she was screaming at the first

Person who could love her through the known fuckin worst

Tryna tell me everything i have I don’t deserve

Locked to my heart shit and I know it’s a curse

Singing in my car, saying it can’t get worse

Thinking bout the times that I never can reverse

It’s crazy how yo love nearly put me in a hearse

I got a lot of questions, if i asked, then I would burst

But I’ll only ever talk to yo ass through a verse, yeah

I could never speak to you cause I know it still hurts, yeah

*Raining*