Released on September 28, 2018

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[Chorus] x2

You run my mind, girl

Tired of running but

You ain't stay and rest


[Verse 1]

I'm gonna write poems in this song

I can do this all day long

But you ain't gonna right this wrong

Took me so long like I don't belong

Here, I'm getting head over heels

So appaling, not amusing

I'm skipping meals and skipping class

Just to see you every week

All my pride, now it's gone, not because I'm that weak

All this time, you're so fine, now I thought I could reach

Suddenly unfortunate, you made me so turbulent

Thought you could understand, I realized you out-of-hand

Maybe you'd be my baby mama, please no drama

Or maybe you don't, maybe you won't

You pause me like a comma

Make me feel I'm a fool

Why are you so cruel

Wishing you were here

But I'm afraid when you appear


[Pre-Chorus]

When sixteen ain't enough to let it out

All the feelings like you raise hell on me

[Chorus] x2

You run my mind, girl

Tired of running but

You ain't stay and rest


[Verse 2]

Well, look at the flick at the wrist

Catchin' on plays and repeat after me

Don't wanna live in constant agony

Don't wanna feel like constant blasphemy

Flowers in her hair and demons in her head

Lower my despair while dying in my bed

Closer to me now and fucking up my head

Guess it all depends on whether I'll be dead

'Cause nothing lasts forever, I don't wanna live forever

Ain't feelin' it if I'm immortal then watch you die

Call me dreamer but I can picture us together

And life would be better if I can see you with my eyes

Is this a real life or is this a fantasy?

That question lingers on my mind when you leave me

Been daydreaming since day one that you are here

Now it don't matter 'cause I'm not a seer


[Beat Breakdown]


[Chorus]

You run my mind, girl

Tired of running but

You ain't stay and rest