[Chorus: Kanina]

I'm trying to withhold those tears yet they fall

Frank said boys do cry and that is true

Feeling so weak but I'm standing tall

I guess I'm strong, the truth is I'm screwed

[Verse 1: Tiad Hilm]

I need that last bottle of beer

To hide my feeling yet againts my fear

Even I'm colorblind, my vision is clear

Guard my heart, it's the last frontier

You can't please everybody and that's okay

Now I'm mature enough to acknowledge that

The blackest night and the brightest day

While I'm doing this, I'm not doing that

I feel like I don't wanna look back at my past

'Cause the worst thing is the memories remain intact

Two years have passed and nothing has changed

My mind grows weary and I have not aged

Because the internet, I have more friends

But what's the meaning of a friend if it has to end?

Or a so-called lover which we never relay

Our fears and insecurities, our day-to-day

Or the parents that never really support us

Is it our fault to make them treat us that way?

Or the lack of communication that we never discuss

Then I believe we never asked to be born anyway

People change, people remain

Trust no one, keep that in mind

I'm moving from this place, I'm onto that

Don't you worry about me, I'm not dead yet

I've thrown away those suicidal thoughts

I'm happy as I am and still connecting the dots

Even when I'm sad, I'm not crying anymore

I lied to you a lot, just look at the last bar

And I see every shattered pieces until I'm bored

But on afterthought, I need this last cigar

[Chorus: Kanina]

I'm trying to withhold those tears yet they fall

Frank said boys do cry and that is true

Feeling so weak but I'm standing tall

I guess I'm strong, the truth is I'm screwed

[Verse 2: COSMICBURP]

Sometimes I feel like I'm disturbed

Sometimes I feel like my lips burnt

Trying to see the larger picture

Figures out, I'm not the figure

Outsold my deed just to please 'em

Faking my life in moniker

Rashes all over pop blister

I need something more biblical

Now listen I gotta realize

Read 'em out loud, gotta feed 'em right

All we know that my ego

Need time to reload, wherever it go

They say it's time to relocate

But I want to reciprocate

Everything they have given

Gotta make it all even

No one can save me, throw some mess at me

No one can save me, throw some mess at me

Call your majesty, draw the fantasy, break promise like Eva Cassidy

No catastrophe could make it worse

Destroy all the curse, quench the fire and thirst

[Refrain: COSMICBURP]

But sometimes, I still wondering

Nobody would save me from the fire

Through the wire

Keep the same enemy

The same energy

Still wondering

[Chorus: Kanina]

I'm trying to withhold those tears yet they fall

Frank said boys do cry and that is true

Feeling so weak but I'm standing tall

I guess I'm strong, the truth is I'm screwed