Tell my father that i love him ion do all that enough

Hope my dads decision making ain't hereditary

All the feelings kept unsaid, are gone dead and buried

This is way worse than scary

Afflictionary conversations that had left me hurting

Busy contemplating all the moments that we could have cherished

I can only imagine

What it's like to have some parents who could build a family

Atleast my sister can remember when she had a daddy

That's just something I can only fathom

Ain't no happy endings

On my side

A decade and a half you see that you wasted time

Was it coz of your ego or was it coz of your pride?

Couldn't see the worth in my momma you see it now?

But still I love you to death and still imma make you proud

I get you leaving my momma but how were you leaving me?

Leaving me with my momma and starting a family

Left me feeling unwanted

You took and left me for granted

Regardless you are my father

I'm choosing to live in peace

How are you this oblivious this is affecting me

Dealing with my abandonment issues anxiety

But mom had raised me with morals and told me to be king

I can't hate you for what you did. I can love you for what you is

Tell my father that I love him ion do all that enough

I wrote this song with a heavy heart

Foriging for words that I can use to express myself

To tell you I'm not okay it's affecting my mental health

I don't know how to say it so I put it on instrumentals

This year you didn't call me on my birthday I remember

You said you were too busy. You blamed upon the weather

For the next couple hours my brain was just super scartterd

Question roaming my mind

Maybe I wasn't worth it

Maybe I should remind him, maybe he had forgotten

Stop ignoring the signs, he doesn't love you, I'm honest

Maybe you could be right

Daddy always been toxic

Maybe I'm being too petty there's people with bigger problems

People don't know their daddies atleast I do know my father

I don't wanna those kids who really take em for granted

I know that the nigga loves me. He shows me that when he hugs me

Tell my father that I love him I don't do all that enough

Moment of silence

All of us have demons but really we choose to hide it

Wondering where I'd be if daddy hadn't left momma

Can't cry over spilled milk. You did what you did I love ya

Tell my father that I love him ion do all that enough

Outro:

Maybe I'm being too petty you know?

Maybe like- Maybe like my issues ain't really issues and I'm just looking for a reason to have issues

But whatever