Too nervous to say the words

I know the right ones but I can't get them out

I stumble and they awkwardly fall from my mouth

Am I doing the right thing?

I just wanna do something else

It’s all I can think about

I don't feel right like this

I hate to say it but I don't feel confident

That I’ll even feel right in whatever I do next

I don't feel right like this

Soon the cycle will start again

And I'll be good as lost until then

I tell myself this is for the best

That I need some time to find what's right for me

I'm afraid the truth is I'm not so ambitious

And I'll drudge through this in perpetuity

I don't feel right like this

I hate to say it but I don’t feel confident

That I’ll even feel right in whatevеr I do next

I don't feel right like this

Soon the cyclе will start again

And I’ll be good as lost until then

Until then, I'm as good as lost

I don't feel right like this

I might admit defeat

Accept my weakness

I hope I'm doing the right thing