Out the window

All hopes and dreams

Lock the door

And throw the key

(It’s where I belong)

Tear my chapter

From the seams

Lost all motive

I’m losing the will

I don’t know

How much longer I can pretend

But I know

The shadow’s in control again

I don’t know

If I will ever get away

But I know

I’m on a rollercoaster

Endlessly

No getting off

Of this carousel

When I tell you

I live in hell

I really mean it

Self sedating

I’m so unwell

Oh, I’ve lost all motive

I’m losing the will

I don’t know

How much longer I can pretend

But I know

The shadow’s in control again

I don’t know

If I will ever get away

But I know

I’m on a rollercoaster

Endlessly

I’m so high

Got my head in the clouds, yet

I’m so down

Got my head in the ground

Bum gone numb from

All the sitting around

Guess I’ll never be the one

To stand out in a crowd

Hard to catch z’s

When you sleep on the couch

Mama keep bussin’ my balls

To move out

When I’m in too deep

And it’s easy to drown

I put my armbands on

Until I figure it out

(Figure it how?)

Like screens in The Matrix

Green symbols keep dribbling

And trickling down

Never known the virtue of silence

Too many voices I wouldn’t mind

Living without

Heavy is the head that’s

Wearing the crown

If only that were the reason

I walk with a slouch

My brains like my grandmas attic

Impound where

What goes in just

Never comes out

We put our hands up

We put ‘em back down

Bouncing around to the

Sound of the drowned

We put our hands up

We put ‘em back down

Bouncing around to the

Sound of the drowned

We put our hands up

We put ‘em back down

Bouncing around to the

Sound of the drowned

We put our hands up

We put ‘em back down

Bouncing around to the

Sound of the drowned

I don’t know

How much longer I can pretend

But I know

The shadow’s in control again

I don’t know

If I will ever get away

But I know

I’m on a rollercoaster

I don’t know

How much longer I can pretend

But I know

The shadow’s in control again

I don’t know

If I will ever get away

But I know

I’m on a rollercoaster

Endlessly