How many times have I feigned happiness and been exposed, timing’s decomposed, waiting for an option

Rain on the front porch, searching for the source, dark clouds looming over my head again

Pick myself up off the floor

My brain can’t bear this weight anymore

I’m not throwing in the towel yet

Let me breath in peace, maybe I’ll forget

Regretting every decision that I've made these past years, I’ve been insincere with myself and those around me

Rain in the backyard, aging mental scars, dark clouds hanging over my head again

Pick myself up off the floor

My brain can’t bear this weight anymore

I’m not throwing in the towel yet

Let me breath in peace, and maybe I’ll forget

[BRIDGE]

Pick myself up off the floor

My brain can’t bear this weight anymore

I’m not throwing in the towel yet

Let me breath in peace, maybe I’ll forget

Pick myself up off the floor

My brain can’t bear this weight anymore

I’m not throwing in the towel yet

Let me breath in peace, and I’ll start again