Released on 2020

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So sick of closing my eyes

Every time that you lay down beside me

I want to talk to you about what we’ll go through

Remind myself how you’re always forgiving

And we’ll talk about

How we’ve made such a mess of each others lives

We go through day by day wearing a new disguise

It’s hard to say right now if we’ll live through this

But we tell ourselves we can do it

You were fine before you met me, now I’m tearing you apart

I’ve always been a liability, I should’ve told you from the start

So when this all makes sense

And you don’t feel so numb

Just chew me up and spit me out

Like bubblegum

As much as I hate to admit this to you

I’m terrified of having to start over too

We feel a sense of security, like it’s always gonna be you and me

But the second something breaks, it’s like no one wants to stay

You were fine before you met me, now I’m tearing you apart

I’ve always been a liability, I should’ve told you from the start

So when this all makes sense

And you don’t feel so numb

Just chew me up and spit me out

Like bubblegum

Cut the strings attached to everything you’ve said to me and

Listen closely as I preach about mentality cause

I’ve come to know it all boils down to personality

What you’d call strange is something I would call a specialty

I don’t know where we’re gonna end up from here on out

Our road is filled with thorns but that’s what dreams are all about

You were fine before you met me, now I’m tearing you apart

I’ve always been a liability, I should’ve told you from the start

So when this all makes sense

And you don’t feel so numb

Just chew me up and spit me out

Like bubblegum

Like bubblegum