Released on October 25, 2019

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[Chorus: Courtney Orlando]

I never thought you would betray me

But you laid down when you coulda stood beside me, I'd have thought

All the time you were beside me

I'd have thought you would be the last one to rob me, rob me

I know you wanna lick me

But you got everything tellin' you to leave me now, I

I know you don't really love me

What you gon' tell me when you see me? That you love me? You let me down


[Verse 1: Thi'sl]

I guess you think I'm OK

'Cause you see me postin' pictures with a smile on my face

This my hardest trial today, it's startin' to mess with my faith

And I'm startin' to feel like Job, like I can't catch a break

I guess you still haven't heard

'Cause you haven't made it yet, I thought you'd make it here first

This pain, it keep on hittin', I keep on callin' my nurse

But she got a attitude, so it's makin' it worse

They say this supposed to help my leg, but it's makin' it hurt

Now I was done passed

They preppin' me for surgery, prepared for that gas

Gave you one last call 'fore I put on that mask

And my lungs startin' to feel and my fadin' to black

Now two weeks done passed

I can't believe this happening, time movin' so fast

I'm textin' you and callin' you, you won't hit me back

I can't believe my dawg is just gon' do me like that

I guess you think it's OK

For you to rob me of yo' presence, but then tell me you prayed

If you came while I was down, I know they'd tell me you stayed

I knew I would see yo' face once I was awake, I never


[Chorus: Courtney Orlando]

I never thought you would betray me

But you laid down when you coulda stood beside me, I'd have thought

All the time you were beside me

I'd have thought you would be the last one to rob me, rob me

I know you wanna lick me

But you got everything tellin' you to leave me now, I

I know you don't really love me

What you gon' tell me when you see me? That you love me?

What you gon' tell me when you see me? That you love me? You let me down


[Verse 2: Thi'sl]

I guess you think it's OK

For you to rob me of yo' presence, but then tell me you prayed

This my hardest trial today, but it's buildin' my faith

'Cause my trust in the Lord, He gon' make a way

In a wheelchair, I've been stripped out of my powers

But it's still good 'cause my strength not my power

It's understood, you don't got time for my pro'lems

But understand God's got me and I got Him, I never


[Chorus: Courtney Orlando]

I never thought you would betray me

But you laid down when you coulda stood beside me, I'd have thought

All the time you were beside me

I'd have thought you would be the last one to rob me, rob me

I know you wanna lick me

But you got everything tellin' you to leave me now, I

I know you don't really love me

What you gon' tell me when you see me? That you love me?

What you gon' tell me when you see me? That you love me? You let me down